The hydrogen sulphide suicide method

There has been another suicide in the UK using the hydrogen sulphide method. The details of how it can be done are all over the internet; it is very simple. I will not repeat them here otherwise it will give the police an excuse to give me a kicking again. The chemistry involved is very basic. It is ‘O’ or GCSE level. Just dump a load of, say, calcium sulphide into a strong acid, breath deep, and good night.

Several times, I have tried overdosing with cocktails of medication, or pain killers with strong alcohol. All that happens is that my body just throws it out or shrugs it off. Too much abuse of alcohol and dodgy food in my younger days made me too tolerant I suppose. I have been toying with the Carbon Monoxide method using the barbecue briquettes. Maybe this latest technique from Japan may be the way to go.

The downside to this is that it is still a method for the individual. However, the latest UK cases have been in pairs as part of a pact. I have vowed to not die alone; I shall have to see if I can find a way of adapting the method to be more general.

Update 05/10/10 15:00 I've just had a call from Mile End Hospital saying that an appointment has been made for me to see some doctor (I don't bother to listen to find out who). I politely told the lady, “Can you tell the doctor to shove it”. At which point she said thank you and promptly hung up.

I suppose I’m in for the 2am knock again; followed by the abduction visit.

Special message for NHS types (IP Address: 82.45.148.218) – I am never going to ‘talk’ to you no matter how long you hold me prisoner or torture me.

Incompetent Police strike again

It will come as a surprise to few that those poor road sweepers arrested for being part of a plot to kill the Pope have been released without charge. Reports suggest that the whole case was based on overheard staff room banter about the efficiency of the ‘Popemobile’. It was solely a police operation as the security services knew nothing about it.

At huge expense to the taxpayer, the police chose to undertake a massive attack on completely innocent people. One can only wonder how close people came to being killed by the police again. It is not like this is an isolated incident; the police do this all the time.

What is very telling is that the poor men have been released so soon. Given that they were not British citizens the police could have got away with holding them for ages while they fabricated a case to cover up their mistakes. There must be some excellent evidence to show how much of a cock up the police have made.

My own experience of the police has shown me that the police at every level that I have met are incredibly stupid. We all know how violent and conspiratorial these liars are. The popular media image of highly intelligent and honest coppers is a totally fantasy.

The police are constantly stating that there is a huge threat from terrorists. I am not a terrorist (although branded as one), but I know how easy it would be to conceal a plot from the police. The fact that there are few terrorist incidents is nothing to do with the quality of security services and the police; it is because there are very few terrorists. It is all another big lie.

At the root of all this is personal greed. The previous government was hugely paranoid which was only eclipsed by its wiliness to spend other people’s money. The police managed to get their payrolls expanded by nearly a third by exploiting them. The FTAC was created by Dr David James specifically to fuel this paranoia. Recently the police claimed that spending cuts would be ‘Christmas for criminals’ and would bring civil unrest. This is purely self-service hyperbole. If the police have to resort to such emotive terms then it clearly shows just how weak their case is for continued excessive spending.

It could be argued that the arrest of the road sweepers was no more than a publicity stunt in their campaign against cuts; I believe it was overreacting stupidity. The on-going damage to these poor men’s lives will never be investigated. They will be made to suffer as the result of police stupidity or greed.

Thank you everyone for keeping me

Whenever I try to make a point on other blogs and forums (sp?), I always get some wit who things it is funny and original to say something involving tin foil hats and medication. Their opinion is shared by the overwhelming majority of the population. Although this means that there is no chance of me ever getting my life back, there is one area where it acts in my favour.

While everyone believes that I am insane there is no way that my entitlement to benefits can be successfully challenged. I am likely to remain on benefits until the day I die. The tax payer has got to keep me. I am in my early fifties now; if I don’t kill myself, or the government doesn’t do it then I could be a drain on the earnings of other for other two or more decades.

I have always lived in fear of having my benefits taken from me. It used to keep me awake at night and whenever the postman delivered any letters I used to have a mini-panic attack because I feared that it may be the start in the process of having my benefit stopped. However, the chances of this happening are close to zero.

In the simplest case, since everyone thinks that I am mad they will not seek to change the status and my benefits remain as they are. If someone thinks that I need to be seen by a doctor again they I simply repeat that I have been held under section III of the mental health act and I was diagnosed as suffering from persistent delusional personality disorder by ‘doctor’ Jonsson. If they asked what the delusions are, I say “I don’t know, they wouldn’t tell me and they wouldn’t tell me why I can’t know” That should convince them that I am a mad and my benefits are secure.

If they then decide that I am fine then I am on to a winner too. How am I not mad now when I was before? I still believe exactly what I did before. I have not had any medical treatment. How did the miracle happen that cured my madness? If I am not mad now then I could not be mad before and so I have evidence in a case of medical malpractice against ‘doctor’ Jonsson and East London NHS. This would also mean that my claim that I was a political prisoner would be proved too. I would be in line for some serious compensation.

Despite what people believe, living on benefits is horrid. I hate it. I feel ashamed and dirty having to rely on it. I would far rather work. That is all I have ever wanted to do. That is what my whole campaign has been about: being allowed to work. However, the Labour government had other ideas and the current one sees fit that those policies shall remain.

So thank you everyone. I know that in these difficult financial times you may be finding life hard. I do appreciate you keeping me while am forced to be idle.